𝗜 𝗠𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗛𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗧𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗧𝗼 𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗕𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲!

I know you’re doing great. You are going through uncountable obstacles but I know you’re scared thinking about the future ahead. The more you achieved in academy, the greater you fear of reality when you have to walk through the door of theory and apply it in your decent position. And no one out there to lend a hand.

Who cares if what people think of you went wrong.

You are just overreacted. People seems not to care about you as much as you think they do. True that their faults when spending few minutes of the days to talk about you disdainful and that might crush your naive soul, leave a hurtful scar on your mind. But take it seriously overnight and shorten your belief in your capabilities is your responsibility.

You worry a lot about any action of yours wouldn’t please others. You spent times to value other’s opinion and judgment on you.

Relax, trust your dignity and decision! You need to learn getting rid of those bad comments. People who cares, would feedback and advice. People who judges, would always comment and complaint.

I know sometimes you’re heartbroken, I know nights by nights you hardly swallow the saliva but you have to, because that’s how you suppress the choked voice of emotion and keep your lips tight. Though part of your beating heart is petrified, tears that streaming would let you sleep.

It’s alright to cry. I would not advise you to stop crying. 

But this is indeed for your goodness, share your pain with your beloved people. You don’t have to go through it so hard. Loneliness and depression can harm you before you can even aware of. Talk to anyone you can trust, this helps ceasing your grieve.

Don’t doubt love. You don’t have to be so hard to yourself. You ain’t doing anything wrong. Learn not to trust anyone completely, but also not to always suspect everyone around you. Good and bad people live together on earth. Eventually, there will be someone for you. Until that day, don’t lose your belief in good.

Be brave to admit your faults. Bury your egotism to nurture your better version.

I know you’re a gifted, or at least you think so innocently. Your GPA is high, your extracurricular activities are diverse and your social network is wide. But you’re just on the line to jump out of your comfort zone. 

From zero to hero is a long way. And on that way, you have to learn how to throw out your ego and observe more to identify people’s advantages.

With regards,

Me Now at Twenty-four.